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Thoughts on Freedom and Mortality

by Chain-Link Walrus

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Skylines 02:58
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The one thing I wanted as a child was to I be a man who could call himself free now look at me I don't take orders I live on the streets. I'm singing songs of freedom to any young souls that listen but they're trying to sell their will to absolve the burden of decision they're responsible for their actions but it's not glamorous enough for them the need their conscience to feel clean I'm not sure if I'm ready to face a life of begging for mercy please do not fire me, I have a family, they are counting on me Please trust me officer Davis I am a man who hides very little but what is in my trunk is my business. I know my rights, at least on paper what the fuck are you staring at? I am homeless, I am not lesser i have renounced religion I'll take no servants, I have no masters I live a life I'd die for
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Nauseous 04:04
Thanks, to you as well But this is my first year breaking tradition Maybe it's the weather, but I'm certainly not the same I feel changed as I always have who was that yesterday? it wasn't me whose was that face in the mirror? whose blue eyes looked so tired? I feel unwell for these aren't my hands theses aren't my lips all these freckles seem as if traced on wax paper turn off the sink the steam clings to my reflection a bead runs down the glass and a tear down my face I'm not who i wanted to be I lock the door, unlock the door, I left my home the river will drown this nausea or me I can pretend that I'm able to change my mind I dive in can't quite make it across I'm downstream of my own desires I'm drifting away from myself the water's cold
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Here I Rest 03:06
I feel like I'm wrapped in love, the lull of a freeway not far from home: from around the bend and through the glass, the static sound keeps me in place the pillow is soft, unlike my hands which are torn and sore from the day before I feel like I just dove in to a heart that hasn't met regret here I rest: I'm diseased here I rest: I am the cure
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I'm not happy here, not happy now Wasn't happy there, wasn't happy then I'm trying hard to stay afloat, but it's getting worse because I feel mortal for the first time I face a vastness everyday of all the things I've done, all that's left to do my will has become my greatest foe: nothing's in my way, save my own flesh I have it all, the trees, the breeze, but there's nothing here I choose to desire, my freedom is my burden
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I ain't in chains, but I ain't free I feel it in the way they look at me staring me down as if I ain't fit to walk this earth they show their teeth they lock me up they destroy the key I'm in your cell, but I swear to god I'm free and I'll remind you every year, every month, every week, every day, every hour or the hour
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So She Says 03:52
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Dozing Off 04:50
Eventually you'll stop feeling hungry and you'll only want to throw it all up you've developed a distaste for everything, and there's not much left to consume and soonafter you'll come to realize there were people worse off than you and eventually you stop feeling tired because you'll realize that you've been asleep there were never any nightmares, just a daily routine soon you'll realize being awake and free is harder than it should be. Sing me back to sleep Bring me back my (to) life Sing me back to sleep Give me back my life
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I don't have the time to ask what happens when you leave so say through tender lips what it is you need from me Do you need a friend to kiss on a Sunday night or stable arms to wrap around you tight what is it that you want from me?
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Special thanks go to the Brocatto Family, The Munoz Family, The Scurto Family, The Bird Family, The North Family, The members of Scouts Honor, Edward Tyler, Collin Kennedy, Max Robertson, Albert Rodriguez, Emily Leung, Emily Bannon, Rich West, Elise Bonilla-Myers, Jay Conway, Martin Leon, Angelo and Jack Luchi, Sanam Tiffany, The Staff of Laemmle's Playhouse 7 (2013), the staff of the Serendipity Cafe (2014), and all whom i have hugged, kissed, cherished, and lost.

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released July 6, 2014

All songs penned and recorded in a damp basement by Anthony Brocatto.

Cover Photo by Collin Kennedy

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Chain-Link Walrus Boston, Massachusetts

I'm undergoing massive change, and this is part of its documentation.

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